AIJIE!!!(:

2011-12-07T22:05:00.004+08:00

every single word counts.

from a text, a call, a conversation,

even a tweet, fb comment or message,

you can tell whether this person cares or concern about you.

only when you're in crisis or trouble, or encountering problem,

you can tell if this person is treating you like a true friend or not.

one who is willing to stop doing anything and listen to you,

comfort you, cheer you up,

that's true friend.

only when you're having problems,

you will know who are the people around you are treating you truly with their whole heart.

2011-12-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i need a place to rant.

My heart is gonna explode for keeping everything to myself.

What is this right now?

Define friend.

And this is what i googled.

a person attached to another by feelings of affection orpersonal regard.
a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends ofthe Boston Symphony.
a person who is on good terms with another; a person who isnot hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
a member of the same nation, party, etc.

And that's what i know for the definition of a friend.

But do i see support? Do i see assistance? Good terms?!

I have no idea. There's too much doubts.

I know, i understand.

Humans are all selfish, and that includes me as well.

To protect yourself, help yourself, and everything.

But at least i know i regard you as my friend, all of you.

So wow, that was the way i got treated back.

Do you even regard me as a friend?

Do even friends do such things?

Really.

At that very moment, i was totally speechless.

I dont wish to say any mean things,

but you made me feel that you're a hypocrite.

I rather you tell me directly, instead of using such methods.

And in the first place,

you guys always have your own discussion among yourselves.

Then only inform me.

Forget it, nevermind.

But have you all ever thought of the following days after the holidays?

Forget about hanging out together or any other stuffs.

What about the projects we have already planned or started on?

Have you ever thought about it?

Are you even being considerate enough?

So how are we gonna face one another next time?

Have you ever put yourself in my shoes?

How will you even feel when your friend treated you like this?!

Seriously.

I was a fool to trust you in the first place.

I was a fool for making effort to improve when others dont even appreciate it

I was the BIGGEST FOOL!

I'm disappointed in myself, but i'm more disappointed in you.

2011-12-05T21:30:00.002+08:00

原来当你做错事时，你根本就不用做任何事情来弥补

因为其他人已经否定你了

不管你再努力，也没有用

他们已经坚决了你就是那种人

这时我才发现，原来我所做的一切，都是多此一举

Wish You Were Here

2011-09-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so empty without you.

Why aint you by my side right now?

When you're not with me,

my thoughts just went wild.

And right now,

i just hate myself.

I'm looking down at myself.

I need you.

I miss you.

Regret

2011-08-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i'm feeling so emotional and i just wanna blog

I hope nobody sees this and i'm lazy to change my blog to private.

All the past memories flashing through my mind.

The first day I've gotta into my CCA.

New friends, new seniors, new teachers, new coach.

And i'm all alone.

But after 10 months we spent together,

we became bonded.

And after that 10 months,

all of us headed to Hougang for matches frequently.

That time we spent on the train, on bus.

That sweat, that blood, that laughter, that tears,

we have them all together.

I miss the feeling when i put on my knee pad, put on my shoes.

I miss that stinky smell after i took off my knee pad, my shoes, and all of our sweat

I miss the time we did warm-up early in the morning,

ran around the school compound,

went to gym together.

I miss the time when i have to face the teachers,

sand even getting scolding from coach.

1 year later, after that daily training,

we headed for match.

West Zone C-Division.

Though we lost, we fought hard.

The tears we all had when we lost,

the pain we all shared,

the song we all sang,

the cheers we all shouted,

the hugs we all had.

Because of a mistake i made, i lost everything.

Something that cannot be changed.

This is one of my biggest mistake in my life,

and one of my biggest regret i ever had.

I miss you,

I miss everyone.

And, I miss Volleyball.

Black & White

2011-06-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

Okay. Suddenly i got the urge to blog.

After like, hmmm, 5 months?

It's like, soooo random.

So many things had happened.

Like, i've finally created TWITTER?! HAHAHAHHAHA!

Yeah, i know, i'm a contradicting kid.

I swear predictions of the zodiac was kinda true.

2011 really isn't a smooth and nice year for me.

All i can recall was all the unhappy times.

Even when i need someone to be there for me,

that person isn't there.

Because that particular person is being an ass.

Anyway, i doubt that person is able to see this.

Even if he did, it will be like, years later.

Because someone don't even remember my blog url.

Nevermind, forget it.

Anyway, exams coming in about 1 month time.

And i'm totally lagging behind, like a snail.

Damn.

Sorry for my laziness.

That gene in me, how i wish i could remove it.

I guess i inherited that from my dad.

OPPPPS! :D

And i've finally got a job.

Perhaps this is the best thing ever happened this year.

Can't wait for my pay to come,

and GRAB FOR GSS SALES!

Am i an emotional person?

Tskkkkk.

Somehow, nobody understands me.

Or i should say, nobody ever tried to understand me.

It was all words, but no actions.

Only if, in love again

2011-01-29T03:34:00.002+08:00

When u smile

My life becomes a ray of light

Sing me a lullaby

To sleep at midnight

I'll be hypnotized

when looked into your eyes

Turn off the room light

Let's spend the night

Take me to far away

Away to your secret place

Take my tears my fears

Take all my pain for which I'll repay

Someday with a kiss and say

Can't believe that I'm in love

In love again

When the stars don't shine

And when the birds don't fly

And when the flowers cry

And when the rain runs dry

When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue

Baby I'll still be in love with u

Because i know i cant, cant live without you.

Faith

2010-12-05T01:23:00.004+08:00

I hope i wasnt too paranoid.

No schemings,

no backstabbing,

no sarcasm,

no anything.

Well, everything's gonna be fine.

Hopefully...

I need faith, i need support.

I need love, i need care.

I need you,

and i need all of you,

to be in the part of my life.

You can always be the special one, the capable one.

But only if you try.

Moon Mason

2010-11-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

Look at him!

Isnt he adorable?

Seriously, he's too cute to resist.

He's a mixed anymore.

Canadian + Korean.

With his two little brothers.

MASONNNN! SARANGHAE!

Mason with his grandpapa! :D

Roses

2010-11-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

Okay.

Well, actually i expected it.

But the outcome wasnt what i expected.

It's like, HAHA! :$

Nevermind.

Roses ♥

Opening

2010-10-23T16:28:00.005+08:00

Well, holiday had end and school has started for a week.
One week of school, i've already skipped school once.
How am i suppose to score better this time.
Furthermore,
this semester's lecturers are boring like some shit.
I swear, they're totally boring, INCLUDING THE MODULES.
The only interesting part of this sem is my GEMS! :D
Digital Photography :D
Something that totally gain my interests.
But the thing is,
First lesson of the week,
there's already ASSIGNMENT.
And i have to hand it up by next week.
Stress ttm, because i have no inspiration at all.
What should i do? ):
I got to take 2 photography, and the theme is,
Extraordinary out of Ordinary.
Give me some clues.
I've been racking my brain for days! ):

Flea

2010-10-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

I'm booked a booth at Scape.

I'm going to sell away all my unwanted clothes,

and earn lots of money.

Hopefully the sales will be good.

I'm encountering lots of problems now,

and i'm like going crazy.

Big head.

Well, my phone went crazy too.

I cant call, neither nor receiving any calls.

Perhaps it's Starhub?

Okay.

I'm having a busy week, i mean two busy weeks.

So tomorrow AFTERNOON is the only time to relax.

Why isnt anybody going CHINA with me?

Damn, i'm like so upset.

Nevermind.

Enjoy my days during chalet and the money coming in right?

HOHOHO!

Death

2010-09-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

My blog is so dead.

So i think i shall just update it with some crap,

though i have nothing in mind to blog about.

Well, holidays is really killing me with boredom.

And i got no work to kill my time.

So, i'm just rotting at home all day long.

Seems like my results of my semester is coming out soon.

Damn. I really have a bad feeling about it.

Failing my modules...

Seeing me retain on next semester. ):

Anyway, i'm so glad.

I finally convinced my parents to buy me a camera.

I'm gonna get it next week, hopefully.

Okay.

I've no more nonsense to talk about.

Seventeen

2010-09-09T01:20:00.001+08:00

It seems like i was wrong.

Regardless how many wishes i received,

it still doesnt make my day because of you.

Hatred

2010-09-05T17:40:00.002+08:00

I just simply hate you that much.

I pissed you off?

You pissed me off too.

I dislike weekends.

I dont even wanna fucking see your face.

It's torturous to me.

I swear one day, i'll prove it to you.

And i'll get out of this house.

Your face turns me off,

your voice irritates me.

Every single fucking thing you do,

I HATE YOU!

OOPG

2010-09-02T18:02:00.002+08:00

Oh well,

it's Java paper tomorrow.

Yet i havent even start studying.

Seriously, i'm gonna be so dead!

I dont know.

There's just nothing to motivate me to study.

Nothing is pushing me.

There's still COS and Maths after Java.

Damn like seriously.

Nothing is going into my head.

FML!

Gumiho

2010-08-29T02:45:00.004+08:00

Gumiho, full of suspense, angst, excitement and emotions.

A mother can do anything and everything for the seek of their child.

Even if it involves in committing crimes.

I just simply cant stop myself from watching.

And now i cant concentrate on studying.

Lady Yang is an ARSEHOLE, a WRETCH!

Yoon Doo Soo is a HYPOCRITE!

Cho Ok is a SPOILED BRAT!

Sha Man, never know what's he hiding under his sleeve.

Chun Woo is the best!

Always protect and supports Goo San Daek and Yeon Yi,

regardless the danger and being the sacrificer.

You're the needle and I'm the thread.

The thread will always follow the needle.

The needle and thread must always be together.

Hello Baby!

2010-08-22T19:30:00.004+08:00

KYUNGSAN AH~ SARANGHE! (:

Study

2010-08-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

TAY AI JIE!

WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?!

WHAT'S THE DATE NOW?!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

IT'S TIME TO STUDY!

YOU WANT TO FAIL YOUR EXAM IS IT?

YOU WANT TO RETAIN FOR ANOTHER HALF A YEAR IS IT?

YOU NEVER EVEN PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS,

AND NOW YOU DONT WANT TO STUDY.

GO STUDY NOW!

2010-08-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER! FML!

FML! FML! FML! FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!FML! FML! FML!

Seventh

2010-08-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

Everything isnt going that well, that smoothly.

There's always obstacles coming in to stop us.

I dont want such things to happen again.

I want every eleven to be a happy one,

not with down falling raindrops.

The sunshine will always keep us warm okay?

I love my little fat face! (:

2 x 2

2010-08-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

Counting for 2, and plus 2 (:

Never let you go.

2010-07-31T12:42:00.002+08:00

Original version is in Cantonese.

Janice is a Chinese. (Y)

The rain, just never seems to bring

the joy, I feel the same

everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part

the hold you left the mark

all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now

but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you

how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you

I won't live my life without you

I would hold your hand

and look in your eyes

and ya know I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train

I don't know what to say

I remember everything on that day

I can't believe we'd never dance

I just need one more chance

to share the sunset our one last romance

Promises

2010-07-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

I just want you to hug me tight,

i just want you to dote on me.

B

2010-07-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

7 more weeks, counting from now (:

Fool

2010-07-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

120/100, that's not what i see.

I see words, but i dont see actions.

DespicableMe

2010-07-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

Alright.

My shoes is always broken after MR ONG WEI QIN broke his.

Seriously, what is this?

A curse uh?

Damn, so i have to go and buy a shoes, or i couldnt get home ):

MegaFlea is nothing, just full of Malays and Indias, seriously.

And i've watched Despicable Me!

Anges is just too cute to be resisted!

Well, i think 3D is nothing much.

You dont need to waste your money for it.

2D is great enough.

Well, this pictures are pretty small, because i print screen it.

HEHEHEHHHE!

Cause i couldnt find any other pictures of Anges elsewhere.

IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!

Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic.

Enough

2010-07-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

You're already the best.

Six

2010-07-11T12:34:00.003+08:00

Will you carry me forever?

I LOVE YOU! (L)

Counting

2010-07-07T22:57:00.006+08:00

Out of a sudden,

my laptop isnt working!

I mean, it's working, but not the internet connection.

It says, " The dependency service or group failed to start."

What the fuck is this right?

So i spent hours backing up my documents and r

ecover my laptop.

Thank god it working fine now.

Or i gotta send it for repair ):

And ya.

So YY showed me and my classmates some blogshops.

And yes,

now i'm totally broke because i've bought a lot of items!

Going to meet Triffany Darren and Nathan tomorrow,

But these three crazy dudes are heading to Mac to watch soccer, NOW!

Match is at 2.30 A.M!

Like hell i'll go.

Anyway, i got my new entertainment in class now.

It was shinchan before, then was playing plants & zombies JQ sent me.

But i've completed the game within three days.

Now, it's BEAN TIME!

Ohh Teddy ohh!

HEHEHHEHEHEH!

CIP@SPD

WebP

2010-06-30T02:42:00.003+08:00

Oh well,

tomorrow is the deadline for HTML, and i'm still struggling over here.

I'm totally stuck at where i am now.

Alright,

perhaps i shouldnt say i'm stuck.

I just simply cant concentrate on doing my work.

And i have no idea what's i'm supposed to do.

Seriously, i dont even know whether am i suppose to put any content of the product,

or just review how effectively/ineffectively it meets its audience’s information needs.

I dont want to think so much anymore.

I just do whatever i can.

Hopefully i wont fail, at least i did something.

So yeah.

My webpage is about cameras!

I can just get to know more about it when i'm doing my research.

One stone kill two birds uh? Laughs.

So now, i've decided to get an Olympus Pen instead.

It's not that bulky like DSLR,

and it has many functions and high resolution too.

The most important thing is,

IT'S DAMN PRETTY!

Okay.

I think i need to stop here and hurry on my HTML.

It's already 3am, and my school starts at 9am tomorrow.

GG.COM TO ME!

Invulnerable

2010-06-27T21:48:00.004+08:00

Ohh well,

Darren said that my blog seems pretty upset.

So i shall update about something happy(:

This week of holiday is really busy.

Headed out with my classmates on Wednesday.

Mind cafe@Boat quay.

It was fun, especially the shopping part.

Laughs.

And Thursday was our class gathering.

Seems like Korean BBQ turns out to be Seoul Garden@Marina.

And continued our shopping spree after that.

Then went home and prepared to go to SiewHoon's house!

Yay! Snowball is definitely adorable.

On the following day,

met Nathan, JR, Darren and Triffany.

ZT dint come. Tsk.

So we were at West Coast Park,

riding the pedal go-kart,

which lead me to a great fall. Ouch! ):

But nevermind, what to do?

Headed to Darren's place before XQ's.

Watched world cup, which is boring.

Portugal vs Brazil.

I left even before the first half ended.

But i heard it was a tie.

And then i headed out with Baby today.

Okay.

BYE BYE!

Love

2010-06-26T01:27:00.003+08:00

We'll make it through, am i right?

Please tell me so.

hey我真的好想你

现在窗外面又开始下着雨

眼睛干干的有想哭的心情

不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey我真的好想你

太多的情绪没适当的表情

最想说的话我应该从何说起

最想说的话我该从何说起

你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你

没有过去我不会有伤心

但是有如果还是要爱你

如果没有你

我在哪里又有什么可惜

反正一切来不及

反正没有了自已

hey我真的好想你

不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

Happiness

2010-06-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

我怎么都不想睡

天特别的亮夜特别的黑

当我深深的呼吸

心中充满想你的甜蜜

想和你走在雨中

想要你牵我的手

傻傻的你不敢说爱

而我也故意要你为我等待

说不出有多么快乐

还是不够这感觉这一切

就好像飘在外太空

别的星球只有我们存在

喜欢和你在一起

无聊的生命也变有趣

让你听我的音乐

分享在每一刻的心情

在一起越来越久

开始会对你在乎

这感觉我们都明白

只要你在身边日子就亮起来

说不出有多么快乐

还是不够这感觉这一切

就好像飘在外太空

别的星球只有我们存在

爱情在这个时候

我的心就像天气

晴时多云偶尔有雨

说不出有多么快乐

还是不够这感觉这一切

就好像飘在外太空

别的星球只有我们存在

说不出有多么快乐

还是不够这感觉这一切

就好像飘在外太空

别的星球只有我们存在

Crayons

2010-06-23T00:27:00.001+08:00

Colour up my life!(:

:D

2010-06-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

Smile with me!

Shatter

2010-06-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

You just never notice the amount of tears i've shed

It always doesnt work when you said you're okay, because i know you're not.

It's not like you can hide anything from me.

I know, and i can tell.

Not telling me the reason why just simply hurts me more.

Because i dont know what to say, and cant deal with it.

Perhaps what i've said and asked was way too much.

I'm sorry.

I know i'm asking for too much.

But i just want a little more concern,

a little more care,

to make me feel

just a little more secure.

You know that i'm one that always think so much,

then you should know that,

always ending a conversation like that makes me think even more.

I wonder do you notice, or you dont care.

It's hurtful,

so stop stabbing me.

Anyway,

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Sentosa

2010-06-17T22:19:00.006+08:00

It's time for a proper post i guess.

So it was Selvia's and Kristie's birthday on Tuesday,

and we headed to Sentosa!(:

Finally i could play some volleyball.

I just miss those times.

Well,

and it's like, FINALLY,

XiuYun xiao jie came to meet us, despite her packed schedule.

So yeah. I shall not continue the story.

I cant think.

And I dint go for my CIP briefing yesterday,

due to all of my muscle aches,

and my sleepy head in fact. HAHA.

And today's CIP, BORING! ):

There's still CIP tomorrow and on the 26th.

I'm a sad girl.

But also a happy girl.

Because i went shopping again!

I guess i have spent more than 300bucks within this 2 weeks.

I just cant resist myself from GSS!

Ohh well,

Goodbye!(:

Filled

2010-06-13T02:14:00.001+08:00

Filled me with love then

Fifth

2010-06-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

Sorry, i love you.

No

2010-06-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

I'll never let go.

Romance

2010-06-04T17:58:00.006+08:00

We'll walk through this path together forever dont we?

Nightmares

2010-06-02T09:55:00.003+08:00

Ohh well.

I dont know what's going on,

but i'm having bad dreams recently.

One, is a dream that i never ever want it to happen in reality.

If it really happened,

i bet i'll really break down.

The second one is pretty terrifying.

So i dreamt of a female ghost? Yeah.

In the dream,

I saw her, but i cant really see her face anyway.

Long hair, but good thing she's tied a pony tail.

After i've seen her,

flashes of images keep coming across my mind.

Images of how the female passed away,

of course, she died terribly.

And after that,

she started to follow me wherever i go.

Okay.

I doubt i should continue typing.

It just freaks me out.

And i'm really exhausted ):

Many sleepless nights,

many bad dreams.

Baby, i miss you!

I NEVER TOLD YOU

I miss those blue eyes

How you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But i never told you

What i should have said

No, i never told you

I just held it in

And now,

I miss everything about you

Cant believe that i still want you

And after all the thing we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

I see your blue eyes

Everytime i close mine

You make it hard to see

Where i belong to

When i'm not around you

It's like i'm alone with me

But i never told you

What i should have said

No, i never told you

I just held it in

And now,

I miss everything about you

Cant believe that i still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

Monument

2010-05-31T22:39:00.002+08:00

Hey babes!

Let's look at my masterpiece!

Well, in fact, I'm so proud of it!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Cool right?

Edited in Photoshop.

It's my schoolwork that i gotta hand in anyway.

I started doing today morning, and completed it in the afternoon!;D

Isnt it adorable?(:
Yeah, and Baby is gonna love this a lot(:

So when i was doing photoshop in school,

Joanne was sitting beside me,

and keep complaining,

"How many duck you wanna add?"

HAHAHA!

Can you tell that there's lots of ducks in there?

I think there's about 20 donald ducks!

HEHEHEHEHEHHE!

Anyway,

It does looks like la bi xiao xin's poster.

Because of the colour and everything.

I should have draw shinchan instead right?

Nevermind.

Perhaps i can do it another time when i'm bored!;D

It's way too fun!;D

Though i'm still suck at photoshop.

Alright.

MST is coming in just a week.

And i'm totally not prepared!

Well, Maths is really gonna scare me.

I'm not listening at all,

and have no idea what the hell is the teacher talking about,

other than the work, Delo.

And maths project needs to hand in by next week.

And we havent even started on it, right Joanne and Jiaming?!

Okay.

I think it's time to do some studying for tomorrow's test(:

2010-05-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

P.S I LOVE YOU!!!

2010-05-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

You were acting cold to me when i needed you badly.
Or i can say, rather strange.
You aint really there when i needed you badly.
You were there for me, but not knowing what to do for me.
What i want is your concern and comfort of words.
But i heard nothing.
And you should know how badly i need you now isnt?
When i say, can you say something?
Is not referring to another topic to talk about.
It's your comment or opinion about what i've said just now.
I just need a little bit more concerm from you.
I wanna feel secure.
Do you know?
Sorry, i'm just so lack of self confidence, feeling so inferior.
Can you just be there for me, right now?

InfoTech

2010-05-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

Well, there's lot of tests coming up soon,

and i'm totally not prepared yet.

Seriously, IT isnt an easy course after all.

What i can do now is to work hard and harder isnt?

Laughs.

I just realised i'm late for school every single day!

Either for few minutes, or half an hour, and even an hour!

I'm like soooooo pro!;D

The thing is, i can be late for school even on Tuesday.

Cause my school starts at 1pm.

There's once i woke up at 1pm, and was late for school. HAHA!

Well, night chatting just stop me from getting good rest.

But too bad.

I just love to chat at night.

So Baby,

Where shall we go tomorrow?(:

Casino

2010-05-24T09:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah! I've went to Genting on last Friday.

Kinda random isnt?

Heading out of Singapore out of a sudden.

Well, though it was supposed to be a great day out there,

but it isnt.

HAHA! Yeah la!

I'm like suffering from love sick.

But dont care!;D

I still gotta wait for 7 more hours,

then i got the chance to see Baby.

What to do? ):

Wait patiently lor.

At least i had some crazy shopping over there.

HEHEHE!

So long since i could shop like that,

not using my own money,

but my parents'.

I'm so sad.

I couldnt find any 蜡笔小新 over there! ):

Well, i doubt there'll be any new episodes of Shinchan for me to watch.

After all, the author have passed away.

Hopefully, someone else will take over the job,

and continue producing more Shinchan!

YAYYYY! (L)

And yes! There's COS test later on!

God damn this la!

How am i suppose to pass my test,

when i dint study?!

HEHEHHE!

Actually i still passed my previous tests without studying.

But not for COS PRACTICAL!

No chance in hell!

What's more,

I'm like in overseas, how to study?!!?

Nevermind.

Anyway,

I went into Casino to play!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Like cool only!

So i went in and played those machines,

AT THE AGE OF 16 OKAY!

That doesnt mean i'm old,

so you shut up!;D

But i lost money ):

Dont care too!

Not my money!

So now, it's time to continue to save money,

for

GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!!!

Safari

2010-05-17T22:43:00.004+08:00

Ohh well,

I've headed to Night Safari on Saturday.

It's kinda a wasted trip i think.

As i dint get to see all the animals, due to the lack of time.

I dint get to see my GIANT FLYING QUIRREL!!):

Couldnt take much photos too.

Cause i'm not allowed to use flash. Sad.

And the quanlity sucks too.

I'm still waiting for my DSLR to come, patiently ):

Nevermind,

I swear i'll go there again another time.

Now i'm waiting for Baby to bring me to Universal Studio!;D

AND YES!!!!

GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS COMING ISNT?!?!?!

I'M GONNA START SAVING MONEY FOR MY SHOPPING SPREE!

START WORKING SO I GOT MONEY TO SHOP!

I CANT WAIT!!

And there's JAVA test AGAIN tomorrow!! ):

Like dead only.

It's on chapter three and i dont even know what is switch.

Cause i wasnt in school that time.

What i can do now is to chiong like some shit tomorrow morning.

Lucky, it's open book right? I hope so!

And i'll be away on this coming Friday to Sunday.

I'm going Genting.

Like stupid only.

At such time.

BUT I DONT CARE!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

But all my family members can go into Casino!

Except for me!

Yes, i'll be pangseh ):

Like emo only.

Anyway, celebrated Mother's Day and Mum's birthday on Sunday.

Had been some time since the five of us went out together,

sat down and had our meals together,

having a heart to heart talk.

Well, the feeling was really awesome isnt?

I think i neglected my family a lot,

ever since Secondary School life.

After all, all of us turned rebellous,

and had forgotten the most important people in our life.

Kinda miss the times when i was young,

when i could show my parents my love for them,

without being embarrassed.

It's too sentimental isnt?

And i missed the times when i could really feel my parents' love and concern for me,

the moments they dote on me,

pampered me,

pat my head and praised me.

Alright,

i should stop here.

Like ages since i had a long post.

Okay.

Say "I love to watch Shinchan in school!;D"

Absent

2010-05-08T15:31:00.004+08:00

Ohh well, this week seems to pass pretty fast.

Perhaps it's because i'm sick.

And so i was absent for school for two days.

Seriously, i think it isnt a good idea to be absent for school.

When i went back school,

there's just way too many things for me to catch up.

And there's many upcoming tests next week.

I bet i'll fail my tests badly.

I dont even know what the lecturers are talking about.

You will see me dead. HAHA!

Anyway,

thanks Baby for taking care of me on these days,

and being by my side all the time(:

Love ya! (L)

Delo

2010-05-03T09:09:00.002+08:00

Alright, i'm in school now, attending my delo delo lesson.

Okay, it's maths.

My lecturer just simply cant pronounce the letter 'R'.

So we just keep laughing during class(:

Out to celebrate JR's birthday on Labour Day.

That idiot's birthday is on Labour Day.

So we gotta squeeze with all those, you know, when we'll at boon lay.

And so we sang birthday song in the train,

smashed him with the cake.

Okay, it was a great day in fact.

Went to look for Baby after his work.

Shopping but no money.

Wth.

I'm like so pathetic, seriously.

I just have no income at all.

Baby,

counting down to 8 more days.

And i'm still waiting.

I dont care!

Promised!

Well, i shall upload photos another time!(:

Donald

2010-04-29T22:37:00.006+08:00

Alright, i've made my trip way down to Sentosa yesterday.

Yes, i think i need to be more tan.

But you know what,

there's no sun!

And it even rained afterwards!

Damn this like seriously.

Nevermind, at least i've had fun.

It's beeen a while since i went to Sentosa anyway.

Well, school is fine afterall.

Just that i'm not paying much attention during lessons.

In fact, my COS module, I know nothing about it!

I'm like so damn dead!

Java is tough too.

What computer maths, this symbol and that symbol.

That just cracked my head.

Bullshits!

And last night,

I was busy rushing my work, drawing pictures for WGD assignment.

Yet, my tutor dint ask for it today!

So i've practically wasted my precious time for my sleep! ):

Ohh yeah!

And my job interview today,

it was a success, no worries!(:

But the pay is kinda sucks i think.

And i bet it's gonna be tiring.

Furthermore, nobody accompanys me to work.

Nevermind,

earning money is more important now(:

Okay, bye.

It's not i'm too fair, it's he's too tan!
3 idiots trying to get the volleyball down the tree.

Act cool only;D

Plans

2010-04-26T22:03:00.005+08:00

Alright. Back to school after a week.

Dont worry.

I dint do any of the assignments i supposed to.

Like cool only! (Y)

School was definitely fine after all,

but i still miss you more!;D

And so,

now i'm kinda out of cash,

so i wanna get a part time job. HAHA!

Want to get a decent job only after my school starts.

Nice one right?! (Y)

Because i want to get too many stuffs!

And so my Dear,

When are we going for our picnic,

marina barrage to fly kite,

night safari,

and UNIVERSAL STUDIO?!

I CANT WAIT ANYMORE!!!!

Alright.

I love you!(:

Microsoft Office

2010-04-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

Well, one week of school is going to pass just like that.

I've learned many things of course,

but also, missed out many things,

as i wasnt really attentive and dont understand what the lecturer was talking about.

And i have a module,

Web Graphics Design.

LIKE COOL ONLY!

Seems really fun and interesting.

But now, there's too much work for me to catch up.

So i have to stop here.

Anyway,

I'M SELLING MICROSOFT OFFICE HOME AND STUDENT EDITION 2007.

IT'S THREE LICIENSE!

ANYBODY WANNA BUY, PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Tell me all those tears i've shed is worth it.

Like cool only!

2010-04-19T23:43:00.003+08:00

First day of school was totally awesome!

Firstly, i was late.

So we went into the class together, and everyone was like looking at us.

The six of us. (Y)

Then, the whole class,

I'm the only one who dint bring laptop.

While the whole day of lessons required a laptop.

So, nice one again! (Y)

What can i do?

Sleep la! Enjoy only!;D

And ohh yeah!

My first lesson was MATHS! Disastrous!

So we gotta do matrices ):

Anyway, my lecturer was a botak man with lousy pronunciation.

So the whole class was laughing at him;D

And there was this self introduction part.

BORING! SKIP!;D

And then,

nothing much already in fact.

Tomorrow's lesson starts at 1pm.

LIKE COOL ONLY;D

Beginning

2010-04-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

Okays, tomorrow is the start of my school, offically.

5 months of holiday just passed like that.

I dont think i had a fruitful holiday right? HAHA!

I'm just slacking everyday all along.

But nevermind, its okays.

Feeling so tired.

After chalet, bike and everything.

My eyes are going to shut in seconds.

But no, i want to watch tv.

HEHE!

BYE!

Orientation

2010-04-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

Well, SP's orientation, kinda sucks i think.

I'm just soooo not interested with the activities.

For example, Tomorrow's Flag Day! ):

Gotta wake up early in the morning and travel all the way to Dhoby Ghaut.

Okays luh.

At least I've made my new friends by now,

unlike the first day.

Anti-social!;D

Anyway, my timetable really sucks.

So i can only go home by 5pm.

The worst thing is,

I CAN ONLY GO HOME BY 6PM ON FRIDAY!!!

I'm gonna cry!!! ):

I need more shoppings seriously.

Irresistible temptations!

And i think its time for a hair cut isnt?

And i havent do something to my hair! ):

Well, i'm still lazy to upload any photos,

so you can just ENJOY waiting!;D

Third ♥♥♥

2010-04-09T00:45:00.005+08:00

Okays. Orientation starts tomorrow! ):

And i havent get many many stuffs! So sad.

Because my money isnt coming. Shit!

I'm just so not used to many things now.

So tomorrow i gotta go to school and make new friends :O

Okays. I'm freaking lazy to blog now.

My mind is empty.

So yeah.

I got lots of pictures to upload,

but i'm way too lazy to upload them now!

Probably some other time? Heh.

And went to eat Amici on his birthday.

Well, the food, i think it sucks luh.

Maybe because i dont really like the food there? HAHA.

And Miss Seah's birthday is coming uh?!

Dont want to buy present for you leh! HEHEHE!

You also cant spend your WEEKEND with me ):

Okays. Whatver!

BYE BYE!

Shall upload pictures another time;D

Baby!

2010-04-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!;D

Yes,

So what are you going to do on your 18th birthday?

Get a license or go clubbing uh?

Neither one you're allowed to do!;P

Well, there's many more i wanna say,

but it will not be here definitely.

Well, we shall just look forward to tomorrow,

or i shall say, later? HAHA.

And also 3 days later after your birthday okay?;D

And this time round,

you shall be the one planning everything!;D

Okay.

I shall save the talks for later on.

.
..I LOVE YOU! ♥

Weekends

2010-04-05T00:06:00.003+08:00

So what now?!

I hate weekends!

I cant meet him, and have to rot at home.

Well, luckily i dint work for the Funan roadshow.

Everyone is simply grumbling about how bad the sales was.

It was a smart choice for me not to work isnt?

And now,

My whole timetable is screwed up again.

I'm sleeping in the middle of night,

waking up in late afternoon.

School is going to start.

If this continues,

I'm in deep trouble.

And I'm waiting for Baby to come online.

He's really slow.

But i cant blame him.

His msn got problem,

and he's dead beat due to work.

Fortunately,

he managed to get a leave.

Anyway,

I thought i couldnt meet him for like one week.

But i still went over to his workplace to look for him.

HAHA!

He's a typical slacker anyway.

And i totally forgotten.

I need to go to SP to configure my laptop on Tuesday.

It did screw up my whole plan.

Nevermind.

What to do right?

Well, WHEN IS MY PAY COMING?!

I need them urgently!

For my shoppings!

Someone's birthday is coming!:O

Chilli

2010-04-01T01:32:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling extremely exhausted now.

But i always couldnt fall asleep whether i'm lying on my bed with the lights off.

So i met Gabbie yesterday.

We were supposed to meet at 3plus to go SP,

after i go MOE with Dear.

But i was too lazy, and it rained.

So we dint go neither SP nor MOE and met at 5plus.

Heh. Stupid weather spoils all plans isnt?

And its Swensen's time!;D

I LOVE KID'S MEAL!

Was really bloated after the meal.

And so i went to MOE and SP today.

I'm so upset, cause i spent 10bucks for just a stupid piece of paper ):
I'm really spending money real fast these days.

SAD SAD SAD ):

It's town with Auntie Seah today.

Okay, and we kept bumping into many people.

Aiyo, i'm so lazy to post everything.

反正，我们就是一起出去讲废话！

讲很多很多不能告诉你的话！SHHHHHH!!!

And i'm damn damn emo now ):

Dear is going to work for one week straight.

Means i couldnt meet him for one week.

我很伤心你知道吗？

你要请我吃冰淇淋！

我不管！

BYE BYE!

GO SLEEP LA YOU PIG!

.
你要看照片吗？

哈哈！

我没有！

CHAO OUTSIDE MUDAFUCKA!;D

Sad face

2010-03-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

ACJC on Saturday was tortorous.

Squeezing with the crowd, under that bloody hot sun.

And my money got spam by the school.

EXTREME SAD FACE ):

And today, i went back to JSS to get my testimonial.

Yet, the school tell me it isnt ready!

Need to wait till mid April. That's hell long!

Other students from other school had already gotten theirs! ):

Damn you JSS. You're way too slow!

And the school had really change pretty much.

Because of the construction of the indoor stadium.

Anyway, accompanied Dear to gym, and in coincidence,

its JSS again. Basketball match :O

Doesnt matter to me anyway.

So, i gotta wake up in the morning tomorrow and go to MOE to get my result slip!

And my 10bucks just fly away like that ):

Should i bring my lappy to SP tomorrow?

Gabbie told me to bring, to configure..

Perhaps i do, since SOMEONE is going to carry it for me. Heh.

Alright, its time for mapling! HAHA!

Just kidding.

Dont scold me! Keep your promise!

Family

2010-03-26T22:43:00.004+08:00

You should always be glad of what you have now.

No one knows what's gonna happen next.

This is the fact, the reality you have to accept.

Regardless how much you do to change yourself,

you are still yourself.

That's your character, your personality, your appearance.

God brought you to Earth, cherish your life.

God created you as a human, cherish this opportunity.

God gave you this features, accept it.

But the best gift you received from God,

It's your family.

A wonderful family with no broken ties,

with good background.

Its something that people envy.

So what are you unhappy about?

Why are you still making a fuss?

The house need PEACE!

Be satisfied of what you have now.

Pandora

2010-03-23T01:16:00.005+08:00

Yes, celebrated Edmund's and Nicky's birthday on Sunday.

It always feels great to hang out with a big group of people.

Heh, and i'm missing many people ):

Well, i think you'll see me broke soon.

How am i suppose to survive with no allowance?

I'm a sad girl ):

But at least i'm still happy with Mr Ong.

Okays, and now,

I got the urge for some shopping spree!

Ohh no!

It's the money issue again!

SOMEONE STOP ME!

I think i need to go for some counciling.. Hah.

And its time to catch up with many people!

Anyway, i just realised that my laptop has no games!

So i was racking my brain just now.

Is there any fun and unique games out there for me?

And the outcome is NO!

Hence, i've downloaded MAPLE!

It has been ages since i played maple.

Well, dont worry.

I'll definitely not get obsessed with it.

Alright,

I gotta stop here.

It's getting late.

If i dont sleep, someone gotta kill me.

But let me play Maple first okays?;D

Everyone has flaws and so do i

You cant change me, or this wouldnt be me

Wasted

2010-03-19T02:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah, so now, instead of talking on the phone everyday,

its webcam time!;D

And i just freaking remembered something.

Last thursday, i woke up early in the morning to prepare,

and made my way to Pasir Ris.

We intended to go to Escape, as it was ages since i've played it.

Yet, when we reached there, IT WAS CLOSED!

Hell man! I sacrificed my sleep for that you know!!

Nevermind, so we just watched movie and eat Mac over there.

Did such a simple thing for the special day. -.-

Just that i'm at the other end of Singapore.

Nevermind, so we headed for some shopping again!;D

Well, i've gotten 1000bucks from my mum.

And now i'm left with 500bucks.

Nice one seriously.

I just cant stop spending!! ):

At this rate, how am i about to get my DSLR and LV?!

Nevermind. Wait till the day i strike 4D or ToTo right? LOL!

And i was out with Edmund Jianrong and people.

So long since i last see Leon. It was last year.

And now he's with his short hair, that JC boy.

Watched Lovely Bones, which the murderer is totally a sick puppy!

Okays.

It's time for me to save some money for better purposes.

I LOVE YOU BABY!;D

Fujitsu

2010-03-15T11:51:00.003+08:00

HAHA! My blog is like so dead now.
But nevermind, it'll revive soon.
Cause now i've gotten my own laptop.
YEAH!;D I'm a happy woman!
And yes, this 3days of working is totally killing me!
My legs are breaking!
Luckily, Dear and friends were working together.
And there's Mande right?
Anyway, guess what!
I've found a iPhone in the toilet!
But i've returned it to the owner? I think.
Cause i came out of the cubicle and asked the lady,
who looks like the girl in the wallpaper of the phone.
So i asked her, did you use that cubicle?
She told me, no. And asked why?
So i told her i've actually found a phone in the toilet.
Then she looked at it and said yes, its hers.
Well, seems abit contradicting,
but it really seems like its hers, so nevermind.
At least i did a good deed!;D
Yeah, i'm gonna continue to rest and have a good look at my laptop,
after charging for 12 hours!;D

Diarrhae

2010-03-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

Yeah, so long since i last updated.
Because i'm like heading out every single day.
And also helping my parents to work.
Of course, i'm paid!;D
And from last week, i've been suffering all day long.
Because i had a bad diarrhae and vomitting.
If tomorrow, i still continue to shit like this,
this diarrhae last for a week!
How am i suppose to work in such state?!
I bet i'll be running to the toilet when i'm serving the customer.
LOL! Wait!
IT fair is gonna be crowded.
What if i cant squeeze my way through the crowd?!
Ohh no! I dont wanna shit on my pants.

And i went for my medical checkup yesterday.
HAHA! So i was supposed to pee on a strip of paper.
My urine test.
Anyway, SEAHSIEWHOON!
The nurse dint check my asshole. LOL!
If not, i'm gonna fart at her face.
Okays, my stomach is aching again.
Bye!

♥

2010-02-26T17:31:00.002+08:00

Guess what!

I'm suffering from muscle aches now!

Yeah, because i really did exercise.

Ran around Taman and went for a swim.

Steamboat yesterday!;D

Bye!

Dominic insisted on taking this picture -.-

(:

2010-02-24T12:34:00.003+08:00

Know what,

i'm heading for a jog later in the evening.

Well, it has been ages since i last exercise.

I mean FULLY EXERCISE.

After the last PE lesson, i dint exercise anymore.

Though i still do meet WeiLiang and people to play Basketball?

But i'm just slacking over there,

happily eating my chocolates. HAHA!;D

Yeah! I'm a fatass!

So now, i'm spending my money like nobody's business.

And yet, i got no income.

My mum dint even give me allowance. Damn.

And i'm paying my own transport fee.

Nevermind, i'm gonna ask her for money soon.

Dont care!;D

Gabbie!!! I want pictures!!

Martell

2010-02-19T12:34:00.005+08:00

Alright, it was a fun day yesterday.

So I was out with Baby, Gabbie, Frederick and Dominic.

Okays, it was a long journey when we're looking for MindCafe.

So we just freaking walked past it and we dint realised.

And so we made ourselves walking rounds and rounds.

Yeah, so we had great fun there,

and started the sick puppy game, haha!

The super ugly sick puppy game!;D

Then we headed for dinner and drank Ume.

Taste quite nice leh. Heh.

And we headed to some pub, and its Martell time!

Dint expect myself to drink yesterday.

But well, yeah, i like it!;D

Okays, i'm lazy to blog already.

There's still lots of pictures, but they're not with me ):

Alright.

Changi Airport...

Holland V

Boat Quay

Hey Apple!

2010-02-18T12:43:00.003+08:00

Okays, i've gotta my 1000bucks from my mama.

It feels great!

And now, i cant wait to go for my shopping spree!

Well, i wanna get that jacket or coat or whatever it is!

I dont care!

It's good when you dint go bai nian,

and yet you see angbaos on your table every night you go home;D

WoooHooo!

Okays, i want to go out now!

But its raining!):

Try walking from Holland back to Clementi.

It kills...

And he's a girl!;D

Just kidding!(:

Speechless

2010-02-16T12:51:00.002+08:00

Well, i dont think this year's CNY was fabulous.
Because i've been quarrelling with my mum again!
Alright, it doesnt matters.
At least, the second day wasnt that disastrous.
So we went to ShengRong's place to have fun, and bai nian.
HAHA! His mum is cute(:
So we were all having a great time there.
Laughing at everyone, Cheers!(:
Well, couldnt upload the pictures right now, but soon!(:
Alright, i'm left with no words.
And its time to celebrate my belated Valentines with baby;D

Love you

2010-02-11T11:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH!

Hah, time do flies and its one month already.

Well, actually i'm quite speechless now,

dont know what to say.

But yeah,

I LOVE YOU!(:

Liar

2010-02-07T11:48:00.003+08:00

Well, yes.

My appeal results was a failure, so i'm in SP.

I dont mind anyway, so it's okays

But it's like, from all my friends i heard,

their applications were all unsuccessful too.

Well, i think MOE bluffs us. HAHA!

Alright, maybe there's really too many people appealing for the same course.

And i was working yesterday!!!

For my parents in fact, but yeah.

As long as there's money, i'll do the job. LOL!

And its time for more shopping!;D

I cant wait for my 1000bucks to come!

折叠式爱情

一起在海边吹风

忽然有流星划过

滚烫的手降落肩头

很强烈感觉胸口的震动

偶尔温柔的热络

还有暗示的幽默

你想什麽我不太懂

只晓得期待越多越难过

你带著可以折叠的爱情

我在等不会变形的真心

被抱在你怀里却要提防

你爱要多聪明才能逃得过哭泣

走走停停的时钟

深深浅浅的互动

你没有说一句爱我

却把我摆在爱的氛围中

你那种可以折叠的爱情

带给我夹著开心的伤心

有时候挣扎著

陷落在泥泞

有时又忘了一切的飞行

这是幸福的等候或心酸的前奏

要放下太多的疑惑

才能专心去快乐

面对你可以折叠的爱情

该要有什麽样子的表情

为什麽不能问不能更透明

想要保护自尊的爱藏著孤寂

My Ex

2010-02-05T11:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i'm out again yesterday!
And i think i've freaking walked all around town.
From Somerset to Dhoby Ghaut, then to Marina.
Well, it's WALK okays.
My legs are breaking. Just to save my expenses on transport.
I'm just walking all around under the hot sun.
But i dint go for any shopping yesterday ):
Because i told myself i cant buy anymore stuffs, and i'm going broke too.
Nevermind, i'll go for my shopping spree after NewYear!;D
So we watched My Ex at Marina.
Okays, its my first NC16 horror movie.
HAHA, yes, i'm totally freaked out.
It's way too frightening to me.
Well, maybe i'm just a scary cat, but i dont care!
Only when you're alone at home now, after watching such movie,
it's so scary.
Dont forget, there's lots of weird things happened at my house.
Okays, no. I shall not continue about this.
I'm just scaring myself.
Alright, it's coming soon isnt it?(:

Adult fare

2010-02-04T12:11:00.002+08:00

Well, now i've no mood for working anymore!

All i do is go out and out and out!

But the thing is, i'm spending even more!

Not because of shopping, but the transport fee!

That's why i'm not gonna travel down to Toa Payoh to work anymore!

Everytime i hear the 'Beep' sound, my heart crack once.

How i wish New Year could come faster!

Then i can get my 1000bucks from my mum!;D

It's a deal we made.

As long as i get into poly, she'll give a 1000bucks!(:

Good and easy deal! I like this(:

Anyway, next time when you work,

regardless what job it is, never serve a retard customer.

Please, they're scary!

Because i've encountered it. And i dont wanna experience it ever again.

He's just standing down there, playing with the comp,

and asked me lots of weird and stupid questions.

Then laughed at nothing.

I mean, he just laughed out of a sudden.

No, i'm not gonna recall what had happened that day. NEVER!

Okays, go out go out and go out soon!(:

One more left

2010-02-01T11:32:00.003+08:00

Wooo, i was totally exhausted after 4days of work,
standing for 40hours.
But I'm used to it luh, hah.
Though it's tiring, we still had a great fun. Hah!
In fact, we're like listening to music and fooling around.
And keep singing and playing hai pai tian xin.
We even brought hard disk so that we can watch it there.
And then we surfed the net,
watching Annoying Orange and Peter Chao. Hah!
Anyway, we also met those irritating and stupid customer.
Like one, he came to me and kept pointing at something,
so he said, " i want this, i want this."
I was like, "Huh?"
So he said, "I've a laptop, and its running on Windows Vista. So I've upgraded it to Windows 7. Do you have this sticker? I want this sticker? Do you sell it?"
I was totally stunned. What a joke!
Because he was pointing at the Windows 7 Logo and telling me he wanted to buy that.
I couldnt control but bursted out laughing. HAHA!
Anyway, we headed to Singapore Flyers for Popeye on the last day.
Alright, though i dint sell many, i enjoyed my days.

And now, I've gotten my pay from Synovate and Fujitsu.
The only one left is from Asus.
Not exactly luh, still got this coming pay, from Acer. LOL!
Damn, dont say I'm a betrayer.
Because humans are realistic, they go for $$$!;D
Well, gonna go out later for more shopping!

Finally i got some pictures,
but I'm still waiting for MORE!

Wanna buy Acer Ferrari?
We got more! Lamborghini, BMW, Mercs. Which one you want?;D

Hesitation

2010-01-27T11:02:00.002+08:00

Posting results is OUT!
And i've gotta into SP.
But here comes the thing, should i appeal for NP?
Because i prefer NP's environment and i got a friend there, in the same course.
But i heard that SP's IT is better.
What should i do?
I've spending the whole morning thinking about this,
racking my brain.
What's the best for me, seriously.
Nevermind.
Maybe i shall take some time to think about it while shopping;D
Gonna go for shopping then go for briefing.
I just cant stop thinking about the bag!
I wanna get it, find it! Regardless how much it costs me.
Ahh! Just gotten my pay for Suntec.
Still got Funan's pay. I'm still waiting!
Cause my boss went to Japan, and i couldnt get it. Damn!
Okays, busy working...
And waiting for pictures...

Recruitment

2010-01-24T11:45:00.002+08:00

I was out and walking around in the shopping mall,
and i happened to see this.
Recruitment for Num.
And you will be ask to answer a question.
Should cows wear bra?
Seriously, i think it's damn stupid luh.
Asking such a question, its like a humilation.
Isnt it the same as asking,
Should animals wear clothes?
Yeah, some animals do wear clothes,
because they are pets and their owner make them wear it.
But those animals living in the nature?
Imagine you see an elephant wearing a shirt.
What the hell right.
Stupid num, though i love num. HAHA.
Alright, RANDOM!

Mystery Shopper

2010-01-22T12:12:00.002+08:00

As you know, my job was telemarketing.
So, its conducting survey through the phone.
Of course, there'll be outdoor survey too.
But the pay wouldnt be that high.
So there's one job is to be the mystery shopper.
And i wanted to do this long ago!
What i need to do is to go into a shop and act like a shopper.
So for example, i was asked to go a restaurant.
Then i'll have my meal there, but in fact,
i was there to rate their service.
And here comes the thing, i dont need to pay a single cent.
The comapny will give me an amount of money.
If i spend more than that, of course i need to pay the extras myself.
But i spent less than that, the money will goes into my pocket! Woohoo!
So i was asked to be the mystery shopper days ago.
I'm sooo happy!;D Enjoy!

Ohh my! Results is coming out soon!
It's like soooo fasssst!
Hopefully i could get into the course i want.
Thank God.

Cant wait for shopping!.....

Another Event

2010-01-21T09:54:00.002+08:00

Yes, i've encountered another eerie happening.
So yesterday i was bathing before i headed out to work.
As you know, when you're in the bathroom for too long,
there'll be steam.
So my mirror is always blur and i couldnt see a single shit.
Just when i was looking at the mirror,
i saw numbers appeared on the mirror.
12, 13, 14.
I was totally freaked out and i quickly wiped it away.
Then i saw 9 popped out below.
What the hell right?!
Nevermind, i just ignored it.
I remembered i was watching the television,
it says when you dip your finger into the soap water,
and use your finger to write or draw on the clean mirror,
when there's steam,
the whole mirror will turned misty except for the part you wrote.
Take it as someone had really wrote something there,
when their hand is wet with soap.
But who the hell will be so random?!
And the thing is, if i asked my sisters whether did they do that,
and they say NO!
Isnt the outcome obvious?!
Okays, i shall not let my thoughts continue going wild.

2010-01-19T10:41:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's time to update.
Believe it or not, i was really busy working.
So i dint have time.
Alright, maybe going out too. HAHA!
And now i'm awake early in the morning due to someone -.-
Just couldnt get a good rest.
I want shopping!
My pay isnt coming. Regardless my job or it fair.
It's sooo long!! And i'm getting impatient. Damn.
Nevermind. Whatever.
Kay bye!;D

Because i miss your yeye!;D

Courses

2010-01-13T13:56:00.005+08:00

WHAT COURSE TO GO?!
I wanna go NP or SP.
But i doubt my results could get into there.
Cause i definitely i wanna get into a better and useful course.
Maybe i'll go NYP?
Well, decision of courses really make me feel soo stresss...!
Nevermind, i'm not going to rack my brain anymore.
Think i'm going to register soon.
Hopefully i can get into my first choice.
Thank God, miracle must happen! LOL!

Staying up at my place!(:

2010-01-12T11:56:00.003+08:00

Yes, so i have gotten my O's results.
It isnt that bad, it's better than i've expected.
But i'm not satisfied.
The worst is, My english was a C6, fuck!
And i got no cca points for me to deduct. Damn.
I just simply screwed up everything.
Nevermind, and i gotta spray my hair black before i could get in.
Making myself so dirty, with hard black hair. -.-
Damn. Why Xianqin they all can get their results even in casual attire?!
Stupid JSS!
Okays, but all of them got good results.
And it's something expected luh, nothing to be surprised about. HAHA
Yeah, i took cab home after i got my results.
I just look damn shag.. Well.

What to do now, what to do now?
I gotta think carefully what course i could go
What course i'm interested in.
Okays, nevermind.
xoxo (:

Minutes

2010-01-11T10:44:00.002+08:00

Minutes ago, something great happened.
Minutes later, something terrible is gonna happen.
Ohh grief!
I'm feeling like a jelly and buttleflies in my stomach!
Imagine i got 25 for my L1R4,
i'm gonna be stucked in the situation where there's nowhere i could go!
This is bad, really bad...
The only thing i could do now is pray and hope miracle do happen.
And worse, i gotta spray my hair black! DAMN!
Well, forget it.
Was feeling really exhausted after 4days of work.
And this was the very first time, i nearly got fired!!!
What the hell! Cedric is still better!;D
Couldnt take pictures cause camera wasnt with me. Sad.
Nevermind, cause Sis bought lots of things for me at HongKong!;D
Well, i gotta get ready for school already!

Dont expect me to post my results if it's lousy!!!

D.I.Y

2010-01-06T02:38:00.003+08:00

Hooooray! Guess what?!
Seah's at my place now, and we're having fun.
Well, not really luh.
We're doing some art and craft! HAHA!
Like back to childhood times.
Working like crazy these days,
but meanwhile, i'm shopping like crazy too! HAHA!
Carrying the big number of bags walking around.
Num, topshop, miss selfridge, and even Bakerzia!
Ohh yeah, so we went to ikea for some crazy shopping too.
Bought lots of boxes just to put our accessories. Hah.

Okays, i admit the fact that 'Hi my sweetheart!' is nice.
The songs are just running over my mind.
Alright, drop my hand down here.
It's time to continue our art and craft!;D

2010-01-02T17:19:00.002+08:00

Ohh no!! O's results is just coming out in no time!
Butterflies are all slumbering in my stomach uh?
HAHA! Wild thoughts!
I bet i'll do badly, i just dont have a good feeling about it.
In fact, i had a extremely stupid dream about my O's results.
I dreamt myself crying and crying,
because my L1R5 was 60!! SIXTY!
And my L1R4 was 75! HAHA! So dumb right?
I was crying like crazy and keep blaming myself for not studying.
Then i asked Seah what's her results.
She smiled and said, my L1R5 is 5points!
Ohhh myyy! Seah got 5points!!!
Then i was telling myself, i have no choice but to go ite already. ):
I told Darren about this story,
and he said, 'ite also dont want you uh!' LOL!
Nevermind, emo lo.

AHHH! I DONT WANT TO WORK ON WEEKENDS!
Haha, watch 'Hear me!'
Freaking nice! I sweared!
Dont watch 'Treasure Hunter!'
Stupid show!

Bye, 9!

2009-12-31T17:14:00.003+08:00

Okays, 2010 is coming in hours, or even minutes.
So fast right?
It's like a minute ago i'm still in school,
listening to Mr Lee's stupid jokes, eating the foods from canteen.
Of cause i'm not eating now though.
Yeah, so i shall blog before i head out, and make my last post this year(:
Was busy working these days, and i dont even get to rest.
Slept for like 3 hours each day only? ):
Okays, and it's never a good experience to get lost in S'pore,
though it's still small.
Luckily i made the right decision for not learning driving liciense.
Never drive on highway when you dont know the way.
You will just need to drive rounds over S'pore.
And yeah, somehow i kept thinking about food whenever i'm working.
I just wanna eat and eat and eat. HAHA
I dont mind getting FAT! Hah.
Afterall, working with Darren and people is fun.
At least i know i'm always laughing. HAHAHA!
Yeah, and nothing shall bothers me anymore!;D

Couldnt countdown with Dar this year.
She's overseas!
But at least she has the thought to call me up!
And i'm satisfied!;D
And thanks neighbour for choco,
i mean lots of chocolate. HAHA!
Okays, suddenly i'm lost for words.
Alright, lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!;D

The song says, 全世界都知道.........除了你.
It's coooool.
SAY "IT'S COOL!"

2009-12-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

Aww! Seah has just returned yesterday night,
but now she's already at thailand.
I just cant get enough time to catch up with her!):
Nevermind, at least i got to talk to her yesterday!;D
Now i'm gotta save my money and get ready to shop with seah!
Our forever 21! HAHA!
Well, isnt it much better to keep yourself occupied?
Better than letting your thoughts wondering off.
HAHA! Countdown for 2010!
GO OUT GO OUT GO OUT!;D

the times back then

Countdown

2009-12-23T22:55:00.009+08:00

Christmas eve, Christmas eve.
Time do files.
Now it's really a busy week for me, regardless work or leisure.
Well, the job is soo stressful!
I'm so scared to work now. Damn.
Okays, i wanna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2!!
Ahh! Whatever la!
Suddenly feel so lost to blog.

因为该放弃的总要放弃

Lady Luck

2009-12-21T12:48:00.002+08:00

Well, it seems that lady luck isnt standing by my side.
Everytime when i stepped out of the house,
it started to rain.
Wonder is that a coincidence, or i'm really in bad luck.
And now, i'm so exhausted after the work.
I worked for 3days, and i'm late for 2days.
Nice one right? HAHA!
Doesnt matter. But my sales really suck.
Nevermind, now what i'm gonna do is slack and enjoy? LOL!
Save money for my year end sales!!!

And now, Darling had went to overseas!
I dont even get to see her for the last day.
I'm soooo upset..... LOL!
Nevermind, miss you dear! MOFART!!!;DD

I shall upload all the pictures another time.
I'm too lazy.
But at least, i know i had great fun!;D

2009-12-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

Well, now i'm in deep debt.
Yes, so i gonna work like crazy now.
And yeah. I'm so furious.
No allowance? Well then. Fuck off.
So yes. I need money urgently.
Anyone need to hire maid? I dont mind. HAHA!
6bucks per hour. That's the minimum. HAHA!
Nevermind,
I gotta search the house for my charger. _l_

Although this isnt what i wanted,
but there's nothing i can do.

2009-12-13T13:50:00.004+08:00

And now i finally know what to do to stop those thinkings.
HAHAHAHA! SUJU!
Yeah, and i'm so fucking broke now.
Wanna do lots of things and yet, no money.
I wanna go HONGKONG!! It's so UNFAIR!!!
Wonder why am i sleeping so late each day.
And then now i'm so exhausted.
My eyes could just shut at anytime.
You could have just imagine how shag i am now. HAHA!
Yes! And then i realised how stupid i was all along.
Doing something that i thought nobody knows,
yet actually, it dint succeed. Foolish idiot.
Well, yeah.
A fullstop shall be made, and i'm gonna do the job.

Every hello ends with a goodbye isnt?

Creepy

2009-12-09T13:07:00.011+08:00

Okays! Finally uploaded pictures! HAHA!
But before that, Damn!
Something really spooky happened!
Okays, I was still happily sleeping and then i heard my doorbell rang
I thought my sister will answer so i ignored.
But she's sleeping too.
Then i heard people knocking on the door,
so i hurried to the door.
I peeped through the pinhole, and there's no one!!!!
Then nevermind, i walked back to my room,
and i heard the phone from the security rang.
So i rushed to picked it up, and then no one is talking!!!
WTF right?!
Early in the morning and such things happened!
I mean afternoon actually. HAHA!
And the thing is, even if it's really a prank, who can do this prank.
Furthermore, the prank should starts with the phone first,
in order to get in the building!
For your information, my doorbell always got problem.
We always cant hear doorbells when people's at the door.
Now this one is sooo loud and clear.
This really freaks me out.
Perhaps i shouldnt think so much first uh?
But now, i kept hearing noises.
Wonder is it my mind going wild. Nevermind.
I gotta stay calm!

BENJAMIN'S BOTAK!!!

2009-12-08T17:35:00.002+08:00

Well, I've decided to post pictures today,
yet Blogger is giving me problems again. Nevermind.
So i've headed out with Seah yesterday,
and we started to laugh about minor stuffs, which is not funny at all.
HAHA! Dont know why, we may be insane. LOL!
Wanted to buy a tub of Ben & Jerry to Sky park to enjoy.
But too bad. We were too broke.
And Ben came.
So i finally got the chance to touch his botak! HAHA!
Yesterday was a 'cant stop laughing day'!

Yes, i told myself not to be paranoid,
but questions and hesitations were all there.
I told myself, No, i cant do this.
Yet, i still did it without control.
I've been questioning myself, is this right?
That unbearable pain that i couldnt take wants me to stop.

说谎

2009-12-07T13:27:00.003+08:00

Ahh! Feeling so bored now.
I think it's time to tidy up my dirty and messy bedroom.
Full of books, and papers. HAHA
Well, i shall upload pictures another time! ;D
Goodbye!

Anyway, I LOVE 'SPURS'! LOL!

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都指望

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻的到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

Fight for this Love

2009-12-05T15:02:00.002+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading
I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Need You Now

2009-12-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

Damn. I really need a job now!
Money flying out. but not coming in.
It dont feels good to be broke.
Desperate for JOB!!!!
But lazy to find and work. HAHA!
I'm an idiot. Opps! ;D

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
To me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now

2009-12-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

Back from shopping!
It's year end sales already! I'm so happy! Haha.
Yes, i finally get to see ben's botak. It's really hilarious.
I just cant stop myself from laughing. Haha!
But damn. Dint get to take picture of his botak.):
Alright. I shall just stop here.
My eyes are shutting.
Goodnights! ;D

La Momie

2009-12-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

Hah, keep playing La Momie.

It's too cute to resist. Hoho.

Yes, i've been too dependent these days.

So it's time.

Shall let pictures take the behalf of words.